Yearning for the Heart of Jesus
From my experience and personal viewpoint, those who are desperate to have a heart like Jesus must be willing to be broken over and over and over again.
As our heart is remolded, changed, and made willing and obedient to allow His compassion come out of our mouths and through our hands totally unhindered by the treatment of others.
Yes, unstoppable compassion that takes away the desire of ‘pointing of the finger’ or justification of revenge. Your hunger seems never to be satisfied but always wanting more, more, and more of Him with each beat of your heart.
Beloved ones, these are sobering times and awakening and quaking and undermining times as never before. They are times of assignment, confinement, definement, refinement, as well as reassignment and realignment.
As I sought the true definition of undermining, I read this statement used as an example of undermining.
” “The greatest threat of all is the undermining of our Constitution” My, what a way to release this Prophetic Word today.”
Dictionary : Undermining : noun The action or process of lessening the effectiveness, power, or ability of someone or something, especially gradually or insidiously.
“The greatest threat of all is the undermining of our Constitution”
As The LORD began speaking to me about refinement, I thought about the massive move of evil attempting to redefine our Nations, our identity as well as our culture.
So off to the dictionary I went and this is a statement I read.
Dictionary re·de·fine : Verb past tense: redefined; past participle: redefined define again or differently.
“her attempt to redefine postmodernism along more political and socio-cultural lines”
Under “Definitions.net” I read this as explanation of definement: noun The act of defining. Wiktionary.
As I have meditated on these words ending in the suffix “_ment” which actually means to define the condition of, I thought how many of these ‘conditions’ have brought our hearts out of alignment with the truth.
Many can hear Truth — and yet not receive Revelation. It is all about the heart.
Jesus did not approach His Disciples on a list of “how-tos” — but rather He focused on developing hearts of Compassion and Power and Love, setting the example for them to carry His Heart as they ministered.
And so it is today. He addressed issues of the heart, like unbelief, pride, perseverance, prejudice, and the spirit of the world.
The deceitfulness of the heart continues to wreck the true character of the disciples of Jesus right along with the world. Deep misery seems to be the prime contributor to rapid spiritual rebellion and great compromise.
In a counseling class on prayer counseling, I wrote down this statement of truth made by the instructor and it still serves as a reminder.
“We must remember ‘that once we become critical of the ‘design’, we become critical of the ‘designer’
The LORD began to speak to me regarding these words: Assignment, Confinement, Definement, Refinement, as well as Reassignment and Realignment, which all are simply works that define the conditions of “who we are”.
He said, ‘My daughter, guard you heart against Idolatry which is rampant in the world today, which is a self-serving unregenerate form of love.
It always insists on it’s own way and manifests as arrogant, rude, resentful, and extremely manipulative.
This is a twisted picture of love that has driven it’s victims into destructive cycles of witchcraft and control,’ says The LORD.
“My Children of Light have an assignment to demonstrate My Love which operates in wise discipline of their flesh and living a life of sacrificial love and affirmation.
This has been a season of allowing patience to have it’s perfect work that you may be perfect and complete and be the definement of My Love.
I have been refining your spirit and removing any impurities that would keep you from standing in the Holy place,” says the Holy One of Israel.
For The Holy Place is the very seat of My Glory and I AM calling My Chosen Remnant not only to ascend to the hill of The LORD with clean hands and a pure heart, but to stand in The Holy Place, constant and consistent in worship in wisdom and truth.”
The King of Glory Entering Zion. A Psalm of David.
“Who may ascend onto the hill of The LORD? And who may stand in His holy place? One who has clean hands and a pure heart, Who has not lifted up his soul to deceit And has not sworn deceitfully.” Psalm 24:3-4 NASB.
“Yahweh claims the world as his. Everything and everyone belong to him!
He’s the one who pushed back oceans to let the dry ground appear, planting firm foundations for the earth.
Who Comes before the King? Who, then, is allowed to ascend the mountain of Yahweh?
And who has the privilege of entering into God’s Holy Place? Those who are clean — whose works and ways are pure, whose hearts are true and sealed by the truth, those who never deceive, whose words are sure.
They will receive Yahweh’s blessing and righteousness given by the Savior-God. They will stand before God, for they seek the pleasure of God’s face, the God of Jacob. Pause in his presence.” Psalm 24:1-6 TPT.
“I AM come to set some things straight today,” says The LORD of Glory.
“Anyone whom I have called to be My Ambassador and represent My Heart must be careful to present My true Character if they are to carry my heart,” says The LORD.
“The first requirement is humility. Humility truly results in a hungry heart desperate to be set free from judgmental attitudes and religious viewpoints for my word instructs in Mark 8:31-37 (see below) that you must lay aside your selfish ambition, shoulder your cross ad follow Me.
“If you give up your life for My sake and The Gospel, you will find true life. Be careful how you present My Heart of Judgement for I AM The Just Judge.
Have I not told you many times, “Daughter, you love them and I will judge them. So take care to leave the Judgement to Me. I AM just in all My Ways, dear one and you do not know your own heart — so take care how you present My Heart,” says the one whose LOVE never fails.
“You shall experience great devastation in this new era along with greater Revelation that will result in Restoration. I always bring balance to evil with good,” says The LORD.
“The Angels of The LORD will become your constant companions as you stay in the position of mounting up.
The harsh winds of destruction shall blow with greater frequently and the weather patterns will no longer follow your expected patterns,” says The LORD of all.
“So keep on the garments of Preparation and Worship as you press through the Storms will The Spirit of Counsel and Wisdom taking down the spirits of heaviness and despair,” says the Father.
“Remember as you look at the world,” says The LORD, “that they are totally self absorbed so what more can you expect from selfish ambition and self-justification?
I AM out to save the world from self-destruction and I AM calling my disciples to examine the condition of their heart as they set the example and represent my heart to a lost and dying world,” says the Savior.
So beloved, as a carrier of God’s heart, check yourself before speaking that your discernment is seeing through The Father’s Eye and hearing from His Heart.
False discernment often comes forth first as criticism, while true discernment is deeply rooted in Love.
Righteous judgement is a direct result of love. (John 7:24). False discernment sees on the outside of a person and pretends to know the inside heart motive.
God’s heart is Love. Allow The Spirit of Truth to speak and fine turn your discernment so that you are enabled to recognize and distinguish His Voice even when He speaks unexpectantly or in unusual ways.
Jesus Predicts His Death and Resurrection
“And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again. He spoke this word openly. Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him. But when He had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, “Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.”
Take Up the Cross and Follow Him
“When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, “Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel’s will save it. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?” Mark 8:31-37.
“The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]?” Jeremiah 17:9 AMPCE.
“This is what The LORD says: “Cursed is the man who trusts in mankind and makes flesh his strength, and whose heart turns away from The LORD. For he will be like a bush in the desert, and will not see when prosperity comes, but will live in stony wastes in the wilderness, a land of salt that is not inhabited. Blessed is the man who trusts in The LORD, and whose trust is The LORD. For he will be like a tree planted by the water that extends its roots by a stream, and does not fear when the heat comes; but its leaves will be green, and it will not be anxious in a year of drought, nor cease to yield fruit. The heart is more deceitful than all else and is desperately sick; who can understand it? I, The LORD, search the heart, I test the mind, to give to each person according to his ways, according to the results of his deeds. As a partridge that hatches eggs which it has not laid, so is a person who makes a fortune, but unjustly; in the middle of his days it will abandon him, and in the end he will be a fool.” Jeremiah 17:5-11 NASB.
“The LORD GOD has given Me the tongue of the learned, that I should know how to speak a word in season to him who is weary. He awakens me morning by morning, He awakens my ear to hear as the learned.” Isaiah 50:4 NKJV.
“Do not judge according to appearance, but judge with righteous judgment.” John 7:24.
Laughing Jesus Image by © Pat Marvenko Smith
~ Sandi Holman
Sandi Holman was called to the nations as an End-Time Handmaiden in 1984 with Gwen Shaw and served with YWAM Singapore and YWAM Charlotte in missions. Sword of The LORD Ministries came from a divine encounter with The LORD when He came into her prayer room and said, “I have come to put a sword in your hand and was given special instructions on how and when to use it.” She is an author, Prophetic Intercessor and Seer, Chaplain, Teacher, Speaker and Equipper, and Blogger who has also served as a Pastor Online with Beyond the Veil Ministries.
ahhh…I can feel and sense so much in the midst of this deep union-cord of agreement…
May there be many such “three-fold -unions” in this Hour, with Jesus in the midst…For in the unity of the brethren, the priestly anointing comes forth..It’s where Father commands the blessing! LIFE FOREVER MORE!!!
I can feel the air currents taking us higher…towards the purity and power of His Light….
I can see in a Q.V. (quick vision) a close up of Joyce as if she’s looking out from the UK shores towards the Southwest…on a large dock with “indigo cords tied to a tall pole, as if “welcoming”….(indigo would indicate revelation knowledge- nu?)…, a strong wind causing great swells in the seas…She’s bundled up in a big warm coat,collar up, hair whipping in the wind, smiling, her eyes deep and bright with anticipation…
Psalms 133 Amp…A Song ofAscents…of David.
BEHOLD, HOW good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!
It is like the precious ointment poured on the head, that ran down on the beard, even the beard of Aaron [the first high priest], that came down upon the collar and skirts of his garments [consecrating the whole body].
It is like the dew of [lofty] Mount Hermon and the dew that comes on the hills of Zion; for there the Lord has commanded the blessing, even life forevermore [upon the high and the lowly].
(see also Ps 134/135)*
Deep heart Blessings
Shelley
All I can say Sandi, is thank you! This Word very much spoke to me and I can identify with so much of it. I very much felt you wrote this out of the furnace of affliction. A deeper walk and height you have attained to share and help us all. This is just one of the portions that jumped out at me.”Many can hear Truth — and yet not receive Revelation. It is all about the heart.” That helped me put some pieces to a puzzle together. May God bless your efforts and obedience. I love you, sis.
Sandi, you said,
He said, ‘My daughter, guard you heart against Idolatry which is rampant in the world today, which is a self-serving unregenerate form of love.
It always insists on it’s own way and manifests as arrogant, rude, resentful, and extremely manipulative….
………
OH….MY…..just wrecks me…”so close to home”….
Any workings of “selfishness” that lurk within our way…must be taken to His Cross…purged by His blood… “lower still Lord”….
He takes our alabaster boxes…which have been broken and poured out before Him….but then He bids us….to allow Him to crush the “form” even further ….to the finest powder in order that we would be fashioned within Him….our Hearts then beating within His…(2 Peter1: 2-9)…exercising these virtues as we reach for the next, faith/moral excellence; knowledge/self-control….to brotherly affection and finally ready for the sacrifice required of …true ….Christian Love…
Sometimes it’s a lonely walk…as we follow our Beloved.
“May His Mindset be our true motivation”…(Philippians 2:5)
Thank you again Sandi for these deep rich treasures…
and “Mama Joyce”, May our “agreement in Him” serve to form His virtue within….
Amen, Shelley M Ed
Joyce, as I spoke of the three fold cord, I realized..the Father sacrificed His son and represents true love, the Son was willing and obedient to lay down his life, and the Holy Spirit was sent to comfort, be a Helper, ?but HE is the Spirit of truth, and when there are 3 in agreement as in a 3 fold cord..they are filled with His love, willing and obedient and are walking in Truth (they are lovers of truth) and these three represent the 3 ingredients that bring agreement of that measure. Actually, our spirits are bearing witness to TRUTH and LOVE and OBEDIENCE AS ONE. What do you think? Just saying! xoxo Sandi
Sandi, beautiful. Thank you for correcting the way you meant it! I understand now. The unity of which way we all flowed was simply amazing! You see God has often give me 3 fold cords even in prayer circles. I often yearn for Unity with the brethren. It breaks my heart and the Father’s heart with so much division! That particular day I felt such an amazing love for all, I couldn’t help but weep before Him! I love you sis.
I didn’t mean that to be “set in stone” it was just what I saw when I saw the flow of agreement. It was much more than just “being on the same page”, it was having the same heart flowing with His heart whereas “being on the same page” in more that seeing eye to eye, not necessarily seeing through His eyes of love, truth and faithful obedience, Just sayin’. It is so very rare but I believe He is setting those 3 fold cords in place to stand together in multiplication of power for this “hour of power”.Sandi xoxo
My texting skills are terrible. I meant to say “being on the same page is more like seeing eye to eye in the natural but the 3 fold cord is seeing through His eyes of love, truth and faithful obedience and bringing that together for the power of ONE in agreement. Sandi
Sandi, hey hey I can read all you wrote but our thread has gotten so long, it won’t let me jump in right place… Lol. Still beautiful understanding you gave on it all! ❤
Oh My..yes, what can I say except it is a lonely walk. Some walks you have to take alone. Yes, our agreement dear Shelley as I spoke to you in the email you sent is dynamic..powerfilled and beating with the rhythm of HIS HEART because we are marching to His heavenly tune in many areas of agreement. Forever grateful for your motivation as we press on to the High calling…not by chance, but by choice. I love 2 Peter 1. One of my favs! So much love and blessings, Sandi xoxo
Amen, my sister on the “furnace of affliction”, yep, you are a prophet alright! LOL! I am coming down to the finish line I hope on this very long assignment. Thanks so much for the insightful encouragement that I so needed in this hour. I thank God for you and a few others in this HKP family. You are the best and last but not least, Angus and Jill will never know how they have held my hands up so many many times with their love and insights along with their patience with my “computer errors and hiccups”, HA! Thankful that it spoke to you. I believe His eagles are flying a little higher into the next year with greater strength as we pulled out all our feathers in this last season of affliction. God richly bless you as you continue this love walk til the last mile dear one. Much love to you, Sandi xoxo